letter TO my LOVER

"letter TO my LOVER"

In sincerity I approached 

Simple I planned it all

But still live in this world

Occupied with a lot 

Making dreams come to reality 

Still in the world

Trying to be close

Your farness deprived me of showing the quality of man that I am 

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Some days I lost my slippers, walking bear footed all day

Carried away being in pain with my bruises

Some hours I am under the sun

Thirsty and angry,

Neglect unconsciously all that's important to me

I prayed every night but yet challenges await me every morning

Felt so exhausted

Lonely and no help around 

Stood up tall and said

I must make this work

I must fight till the end

The light after the tunnel is reflecting 

But one thing I am not sure of

Will you assure me

To be here still when the light comes 

Will you pardon my neglect today to embrace my tomorrow

Will u see me as a good being trying to make it all on my own

Will you be sincere enough to help me carry on

Will you please keep taken care of you till I can see u around me 

Will you pardon yourself to always pardon me of all my acts you promised yourself you will never take 

Will you call me sometimes when u miss me .

Written while drowning....

By : adegbola abraham

TO someone special 

"THE DAY i skipped work"

"THE DAY i skipped work"✂THE DAY I skipped work 

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.... Suddenly I opened my eye,

First conscious move I made was to get my phone,

Of course, electronically we are bind, 

A small gadget that hold a lot part of us,

Searching for the date,

I skipped the reality immediately my body realises it's self of being alive again,

I picked it all together and celebrated my being alive again,

Celebrated on my knees with prayers of thanks given,

I rushed to the room that cleanse all dirt,

Washed it all off, the yesterday's scenario,

And run myself with the fragrance of a new day,

The hope and the opportunities yet to arrive,

but can be perceived,.

Gave me the energy to root the day of work hard,

Prepared I am,

But still I miss it all,

Coming out of my house and sighting my own car,

First thing I noticed was a flat tyre,

O gosh,

Some children hands print all over the body,

I knew it's my neighbours children,

But should I shout,

I never even practice that before or ooh wait may be I should knock at their door,

And explain what I saw,

But the questions will arise,

Like do you see them,

Please tell me which one among them does that,

Like the elder one or the younger ones,

I stood right there and i know of nothing to do,

Stood like a dog confuse to choose an owner,

Knowing which ever choices he/she made will be decided by his moves,

Even though he might move first to bark the person he doesn't like which is suddenly categorized as the one he/she preferred,

Anger arose,

Playing on my head the opportunities I will miss today,

The appointments on my table last night,

Or even imagine the day of today is Monday,

The myth that follows the need of good start up of the week,

I Stood to run, but can't move,

I wish to move but had nothing in mind yet to do,

Even though I thirst for sorry,

Sorry that is not enough for the sorry being of my sorry heart,

The day I Skipped work,

Was the day I believe I could do more,

Even though many other days I had the opportunity but embrace my laziness with procrastination,

The day I skipped work was the day I believe it could have being a better day,

The day I skipped work was the day I felt so bad and tag it on instagram "bad day" "waste another day " with the harsh tag ‪#‎couldhavebeingatwork‬,

Even though every morning I wake up I wish I wasn't working but have it all,

The day I skipped work was the day I believe I could have finished all the work of 354 days I couldn't complete all these while,

Stop deceiving your life, (self),

Stop being hard on things you cannot change,

Stop being moved by things u can't have,

Stop living in so much denials

Live Ur Right Day (LURD)

By : Adegbola Abraham

"MARRY me"

 "MARRY me "

Glittering and sparkling , 
We met under a shade of stranger, 
Grew in the middle of friendship , 
Progresses on a better me and you, 
Anger and laughter, 
Suspension of confusion, to just hope and have faith, 
Crossing legs because fingers might be painful,

it might just take a long time, 

Behaviors you loved before, 
Sore now and we fight always, 
Fight I said,but not really ,
We just wish we could be what we both wanted at the same time, 
No we just wish it could just be smooth like the first time, 
No we just fail to understand the failures and rights of one another, 

Situations bound us firm, 
Duration make us hope more, 
Friends long for that day of surprise, 
The day the date will be real and truthful , 
Harmless we both are, until reality become existent in our hands, 
Sometimes we still wish we were child, with long days to make certain decisions,

Warmly and loving , 
Our families assume and make plans even better than ours,
Suddenly I heard , 
But truthfully I experienced it , 
The changes of something serious,
The caring of a heartily and loving person, 
Not the shadow but the image of the real situation, 
We started in secret, because of the fear of our parents, 
Now we are here holding hands in public and never mind the eye of an eagle,


Every morning, waking up to see my break fast and you making the beds and making me the queen of your kingdom,
Suspicious I was , 
But the happiness of feeling like a queen carried away my interest and focus,
Losing my thought for a second but just enjoying the moment of today, 

How u caught it from the river is what I still couldn't figured out, 
From afar I sighted it, 
All looked branded and admirable just like a newly plunged roses, 
My heart skipped just like a morning flower separating from one another, 
To rewind it all, u woke me exited and said we are going fishing, 
I dressed in my bump pants just to spice up your moment, 
U opened the car door just like a gentle Man U are , 
We caught the first fish , 
But to my surprise the second wasn't a fish , 
But the thing I never hope will come soon , 
In the crowd u brought it from the river with a hook on it , 
The moment u knelt on ur knees, 
Tears runs down my eye, with a loud yell haaaaaaààààà...... , 
U never finish the question , before I said yes !!!, yes !!!,.........hehehe...


Your warm embrace and kiss, 
Last so long and I never wanted that moment to go, 
The crowd were coming closer and clapping , 
Took a awhile before I could see my parents and cousins, 
Amazing Man U are , 

The happiness of the day never last long, 

before the date was chosen, hahaha, 
Now we are here in white and in suit, 
Making those promises that bind us together forever, 
It's our happy day , a lovely day, a wonderful day and a loving u loving me day , 
We are young and our decisions are younger, 
Our promises on this alter bind us forever, 
Is all about us and we gonna rock till the happiness last. 

To my UN-known wife , I wrote this in your place, 
YOURS faithfully, 
Husband to be •
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Written and owned by : Adegbola Abraham O•